Depression
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I was all alone when the world caved in,
I'll be alone when the world ends.
I have no friends,
I have no family.
No one cares at all.
My heart is hollow,
Emptied to nothing.
And yet I feel as though,
People believe in me.
I try hard not to believe it,
And eventually succeed,
And thinking over everything I've triumphed,
I know I'm still in need.
I lie in bed late at night,
Wondering if anybody cared.
Crying doesn't help I know,
I've done it when I was scared.
I realize that there's something in my heart,
Evil and dark,
I recognize its form.
DEPRESSION.
Depression engulfs me,
Spirit and all, until I wake up in a pit,
As dark as dark itself.
Still I look up and realize what a pain I've been.
There's still one person I can look up to,
He loves me from within.
He wants me to know,
That He will always be there.
I dump all my troubles into the ground,
And walk into the light.
The sun feels good, warm and whole.
It fills my heart with joy,
And I finally realized,
That He loves me, inside and out,
I'll always be the same to him,
Even if I pout.
He'll love me always, I know that know,
Thank you, Lord!
Please take a bow.
Back when I wrote this poem, I felt depressed because I thought that no one liked me, as if it was me against the world. I felt as though I had lost all my friends and had no one left to talk to. Now I realize that it wasn't me against the world, it was I against myself. Christ is always with me, always available to talk anytime, anywhere. If you have doubts, turn your worries over to Christ, and let him help you.
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